The Day I Woke Up!!!

So here’s my story. I call it – The day, I woke up!!!

I used to watch these empowered people with such envy that I so desperately wanted all that they had. I would sit in my dark corner of the world and watch all these confident people walking by in all their strength and wonder what the hell was wrong with me. How and why did they have the courage to walk in their truth and the power to create magic in their life??? And I so desperately wanted that. I would follow blogs, read books and listen to people speak about how they found their purpose and power.

I honestly tried so many different avenues. I would see someone who had found their truth and then go into a mode to do all the things that they had done with hopes that I would find my inner fire where they had found theirs. I went down so many rabbit holes only to come out feeling even more confused and unsure of myself.

Until, one day when I actually found what the problem was!!!

The problem was this: I had no idea who I really was. I had no relationship with myself. I didn’t have a clue as to what I wanted. And most of all, I had spent so many years blocking out the sound of my heart that I no longer recognized it anymore. So, after years of following others, I decided that my feet needed to pave their own way. And at that moment I sat down and asked myself a few simple questions, questions that have taken me years to answer.

What do you want?
What sets your soul on fire?
What do you love?
What is your truth?
What do you want to create?

This is when Meraki Soul Centre was born.

And here’s what I realized – The thing is, you can’t manifest what you don’t ask for and you can’t ask for what you don’t know you want. Empowerment comes from within and it bubbles up from the heart. There’s no faking it. You either have it or you don’t. It’s as simple as that, really!
And along the way, I realized we all have the power we need. It’s there! We just have to dig it up.

So if this resonates with you I’d say sit alone somewhere where you feel safe. Let go for a moment- let go of all the expectations you’ve been carrying around. Let go of the world’s judgments of you. Let go of the fear of what people would think if they knew your truth. Let go of the need to be perfect and just feel. At this moment, be real with yourself. When you do that you will just stop letting your mind break your heart. And that’s what you need my loves, to simply STOP LETTING YOUR MIND BREAK YOUR HEART!!!!!!

Let your truth find its way to the surface and in its own time (in your own timelines).
And this truth is your power. It’s YOU!!!

Empowerment, strength, magic, courage, purpose. Those things are our birthright.
So many of us had those things stolen from us as children and we didn’t know how to get them back so be patient with yourself. Undoing years of programming and fear don’t happen overnight.
I promise you this, the empowerment and purpose you’ve been seeking have been there waiting for you all along. Don’t let this crazy world keep you so busy that you miss it. No!!! Take time, Make the effort.

Don’t give up, just yet. You will get there, bit by bit